Currently Listening Tick, Tick... Boom! (2001 Original Off-Broadway Cast) By Jonathan Larson, Amy Spanger, Raul Esparza Johnny Can't Decide see related

Okay, I realize no one does xanga anymore (except for my mom), but I miss writing.

So here's the deal:

My Senior year, not sure where I'm going. There's this thing called Project Set Sail, that will give me a free associates degree in early childhood education, but I don't know if that's what I want to do. And if I'm accepted into this program I am required to work for four years with children with disabilities. I hate feeling indebted to people. Not to mention the fact that I still have this dream of being a famous singer, and I'm struggling with the question of my religion. My family hasn't been to church in a year. which has put my religion on the back burner. I feel so dirty, and I don't even know why. I just feel so over whelmed and I don't have anyone to talk to. After losing so many friends before I can't leave anyone else into my life, but I feel so alone. And with the whole college situation. I've been accepted at KU, but WCU has deferred my application. If I go to KU or do this Project set sail I'll just end up doing nothing with my life. I just feel like I can do great things and I'm being held back. I love to preform, I've put my entire life towards it, I can't just stop, I won't let that happen. I don't know how I'm going to continue it, though. I've never really done anything out of my home town. I feel like a big fish in a small pond and I'm afraid I'll drown once I make it to the ocean.

Okay, screw a social life.

Boston Market has taken it from me.

No more family holidays either.

I may as well stop trying to make plans.

I have no best friend, they're all gone.

Ashley, Kassy, Renee, Amantha & even Becky.

I'm done.

My first holiday alone, I don't think I can do it.

Somebody come over and watch movies with me?

How did you get this fork into your hand?

Did somebody stab you?

Do you feel safe in your home?

-- Questions asked in the ER after a mishap in stabbing baked potatoes.

This directly segued into "NOOOO!!! YOU CAN"T KILL BARNEY!"

I love my house, never a dull moment.

Currently Listening Miss Saigon (Original 1989 London Cast) By Claude-Michel Schonberg, Alain Boublil Why God Why see related

Man, tonight was great.

I'm serious... it was an awesome night.

If you don't come see the show you just might miss out on the best time of your life.

It has honestly been the best time of my life.

Mr. Fahringer is my hero.

I'm serious.

I hope everyone who comes to see the play gets as much out of it as we have.

I still wish I could do this for a living.

I'm serious.

I should start writing paragraphs.

I need to get my head straight.

Come see the show.

Thursday- Saturday 8:00 & Sunday at 2:00.